On June 11th my baby girl passed away. On June 12th she was born.. I will mourn her every day for the rest of my life. But its not just her life I mourn, its the whole lifetime we should have had together. a lifetime of waking up to her beautiful face and the sound of laughter and tiny footsteps. A lifetime of firsts. Her first breath, the first time she cries, the first time i hold her and kiss her, the first time she squeezes my finger, her first steps, her first words. From the birthday partys and the messes I would take for granted to watching her grow up and become her own person. I will mourn that lifetime for the rest of mine. Noah Loretta Jane, Mommy loves you forever. Heaven and earth may separate us today, but nothing will ever change the fact that you made me a mom. When your heart stopped, part of mine stopped too. A piece of me will always be missing because it went with you. I will hold you again someday baby.. Rest in peace my love.